e opposite of love is not hate. its indifference

in yh's case, i psycho myself 2tink tat he is not suitable 4me. i'll remind myself tat even if he comes back, i'll not patch back w him... not bcoz i tink he's not gd enough 4me, but jus tat i convince myself tat he'll treat me w a cold shoulder again when he is tired of e relationship. im convinced tat he is a loyal partner(having had a 4-yr relationship)... perhaps jus 2make myself 4get him faster n thoroughly(coz he sounded like we will nv b possible)... i had 2pump all e bad tgs abt him, abt us if we were 2gether... in2 my brain n soul. e few memories i had of him n us had faded since... most prob due 2e -ve tinkgs...

but this time, i dun wanna lose any memories i have w sj. i finally agreed w myself tat it mus b tough 4him 2break up w me. im not tryg 2say tat my mei4 li4 so great, but i knw wat he's tryg 2do... tats my secret... anyway im still tryg 2treat him as a fren, a normal fren as he wished... coz i believe tats e least i can do nw...

although e 1st method quite effective... but i finally realised 2completely fang4 xie4 is 2b able 2face it... "e opposite of love is not hate. its indifference"
so i'v been recollecting those memories, tryg 2not have 2much emotions when i recall them.
then i realised there r sm i'v already 4gotten. lousy me, abit of tgs oso cant rmbr properly... anyway, i'll try my best. all e best 2sj... i knw he'll b able 2deal w tgs betta w/o me being his burden... tk carez