LonG tIme No See, I thoUghT...

Not yet mati... but barely surviving spiritually...

Things seem to be going too fast for me that they get tangled in my mind. Perhaps like what Initial-D taught, i'm just not moving fast enough. Guess my problem is too emotional, the fault of many women...

Months ago, i just learnt to let go of a r/s that no longer can be revived. Now, im stuck again like 5yrs ago. I once read a book and the counsellor/psychologist said divorcees tend to get back the old jerks after freeing themselves from bad r/s. That's coz they haven changed to attract the right people that they wanted to attract. Now guess I needa do lotsa soul-searching to change people's view of me so that worthy people take me seriously and jerks stop fooling around me...

If you have any opinions/suggestions to help in my changing process, do drop me a note... it does help...