身高不是距离，年龄不是问题。

Age
i used to think that older guys will think in generation X or earlier creating generation gaps. i nv accepts younger guys (even a sec younger) bcoz i know they will not be matured enough for me. so since my parents' age gap is 2, it unconsciously becomes my tolerable range. after 4 relationships of 1, 2, 2, 0 age difference (althou i reali hate to acknowledge the 1st), it seems 2 is a better fit. perhaps tat has become my "comfort zone" until 5 came along. i wasn't expecting myself to be communicating or be able to communicate with a 5! but i was into it and it seems very smooth and interesting it din feel like 5. i was prepared for it to be 3 or even 4, but it was 5! it was reali hard to believe n i showed signs of rejection which hurt him.

thinking back, after some thought, 5 is actually comfortable for me. perhaps im too matured for my age? or r guys too slow to level up to my stage? now i start to appreciate 5's experiences, maturity n guidance. guess all along i was looking for some light to show me the right directions n 5 had proved to be good at it. but at that split second, my rejection mus have been very hurtful. sorry...

Height
after knowing yh, i appreciated my range of heights. i told quite a few of my close frens that i would prefer closer heights because it makes me feel closer to him. but it seems it is true that tall guys like shorties because they appeared like they needed protection. n being a shortie, tall n big doors had been opening for me. a little overwhelmed though. but again, as age catches up, perceptions change n it does feel more secured w tall doors around. shorties can always catchup with heels right? although it hurts sometimes but it's a different sense of security and support that can only be felt with this big height difference.


when one door closes, another opens. when ppl know im single, soo many ppl appear to queue. i hope they are not just joining the crowd like the hello kitty craze. sincerity pls.