they r on their way... back...

hey, sorry guys. so long nv blog. been reali bz. will be bz till 1 nov... then needa prepare for exams... AHHH, all this getting over my head...

anyway... e topic of this blog -- they r on their way... back... any idea??? =p

back... u knw lah... find me lor... got intention lor...
but y they? yh n sj... cant understand rite? i cant either... =(

well, they'v been tryg hard 2ask me meet up... n i'v reali been bz... not tat i wanna come up w excuses 2not meet up w them lor.

actually i have sm fears of meeting up 2. mayb 2tired of all these relationship stuff. so no mood nw 2talk abt them. i scared they wan sm 'answers' then i'll b in a fix. but lucky they like on alternate shift-- so far haven met ocassions where 2contact me at e same time... lucky me =p

but jus having a weird feeling... this is e main pt of y i wanna write 2u all althou i having a tight schedule: sj's been calling n msgg v frequently. i nv used 2feel him care so much 4me... he's been talkg like he reali regretted his decision n tryg... tryg... u knw...
but i jus dun feel as close 2him anymore. althou i still talk 2him... but he can feel its more of like a fren kind of tone. i dun feel a need 4him as much as last time. in fact, im so adapted 2my singlehood lifestyle nw, tat i dun mind if i get a partner AT ALL!!!

its a reali big change! i admit. i used 2tink im e kind who cant live w/o love/passion. but nw i realise, after all e shocks, hurts n 'drama', im reali exhausted 2even tink abt any new relationships...

but i truly appreciate their care 4me... its reali nice 2b wooed... haha =D
but im not so bad as 2make them impress me 4so long then reject them... wat goes ard, comes ard (smtg like tat lah). so betta ji1 de2 4myself.

at this moment, i'v tot of possibilities of patching up w either of them... but nv had any conclusions... 2me, yh is like a fantasy which i can nv get hold of... wheneva i c sylvester from spore idol, i get reminded of him... they look so alike lor. n both loves music like siao...

sj... e nice nice guy who gan3 dong4s me w all e thoughtful acts lor. not say yh not thoughtful, guess i no chance 2get 2knw him betta, so my impression of yh is not v complete. perhaps bcoz of this mystery, curiosity 2b w him n uncover him is greater... tats y i din delete him fr my list... u all knw i like challenging stuff mah.. i used 2look 4ward going out w him... coz i nv knw wat he'll do. its like an adventure 2go out w him lor. 4sj, he dun go out 1lor. he used 2b contented having games 2play lor. tat day he msged me smtg like: game used 2b my priority. i duno wat i gain from it, but i knw wat i lose lor...

u get wat he means? im reali in a fix. i jus feel like i have no passion at all nw... mayb coz of e stress... but i reali cant imagine being w either of them. its blank. most prob coz i cant bare 2hurt any1, including myself... n its nv possible...

3-man team

this prof who loves sharing his stories tells yet another 1 ---

he was approached by a firm 2help them get 3ppl 2form a marketing team. this team supposed 2go investigate wat strategies 2use 4tat firm's new product in a new market... so its supposed 2b quite a challenging n prestigious job lah...

so prof found e team of 3persons...
1 e thinker: excellent grades, a deep thinker, will analyse deeply...
2 e talker: grades? not impt. but always e 1st 2say out his ideas, v vocal
3 e doer: always e 1st 2roll up his sleeve 2do hands-on -- prof found out thru 1experience...
there was once he conducting lecture. then e overhead projector blacked out (tat time oli have this equip lah). then whole lecture hall hear surprise, helpless cheers... then this guy went down 2help! every1 would have tot e bulb blew out so need technician rite? he actually repaired it lor! then e lecture hall go: sighzzz

haha... well, so this team got 2gether n functioned v well.
e talker always starts talkg 1st... then watever he said, e thinker thinks, then confirm e feasibility of his idea. coz he supposed 2b v wise, so when he talks, every1 listened. then e doer will roll up his sleeve n try out e 'finalised' plan...

so in e end e proj went well, n e guys learnt alot n excelled later...

e doer... got in2 a marketing firm n was v gd at it. after a few yrs, he started his own dot.com company. then he got 1of his v clever frens 2join him 2b e director. so e company excelled n jus b4 e bubble burst, he sold his company 2another firm n earn loads of $$. so prof asked abt e director he got b4 his company was sold off... he said: " he's happily contented 2b on long holiday nw... e $$ is enough 4him 2stay on long holiday 4e rest of his life!!! "

WOW. so tats hw much they earned from tat venture!!! clever rite.

BUT wat prof wanted 2convey was...
every1 has their strengths. 4e thinker, it was analysing. 4e talker, it was breaking e ice n holding e group 2gether. 4e doer, its trying out n making things work.

so prof say if u think u r useless or knw nothing... u jus haven found ur stengths. rmbr every1 has their strengths, so keep finding. it will b discovered pretty soon =)
n if u have found it... make full use of it.

Dilemna of Exams

sorry... duno spell correct or not... anyway, this came from tat prof again.

he said: "exams supposed 2test wat u duno rite?
n wat he teach in class of course assume u know liao, since he teach liao.

so wats he supposed 2test us on? "

funny rite? ironic rite? 4a moment we actually start 2realise this!

well, he's welcoming any1 who can give him a solution 4this problem... welcome 2discuss ur proposal w him over tea... =p

Hungry ppl r Confusing ppl

sounds funny? tats wat a prof said... his experience is a real gd example:-

he was at a company's board meetg. he supposed 2present e strategic plans he drew out (and chosen by e management) for e company. as u knw, strategic plans r critical 2e company's survival. so every1 participated actively in e discussion. alot of ideas were poured out, so u can expect its not easy 4e chairman 2make a decision which can satisfy every1. so e chairman announced 2adjourn e meeting, n go 4dinner 1st.

so at dinner, they were split in2 3tables. every1 had a great time 'feasting', drinkg their wines n minggling ard. then e chairman(who was at e table w this prof) asked e ppl in e same table abt their opinions on e strategic plans again. this time most of them were quite ok w e management's decision. so e chairman excused himself 2go check out e others' response. so he went table 2... n table 3.

he was back v fast! n everytg's settled!!

isnt tat wonderful? so, if u ever had this problem of getting nowhere in ur discussions, go get sm fd. perhaps wine 2... =p